I'm the new black, but in color and that color is all the words that come up from inside my head. Fact: This Blog is for me to feel like a real writer. It's just like the feeling that the characters from the movie "you got mail" felt when those words appeared on the screen, that's how I feel when I clicked on P.U.B.L.I.S.H.E.D. That's just a great feeling. I can't see myself no writing in the sense of forever. Writing is magic and when you read me becomes true and when you comment starts to scream. I just love it. A place to be, to let myself go.
If life is about chapters or devided by them; I must confess that mine has too many and many of them are too small. On the other hand I’ve heard that “less is more” and between you and I; sometimes, the smaller, the better.
My nowadays life has been like a roller coaster with ups and downs like everybody else. But suddenly a guy invites me to be part of a group of creators. They create music and they work around everything related to the world of making a Pop Singer really making it. I enjoy music very much, I like Pop, but I do not know how to make songs, but I liked the idea, the challenge. I started a conversation with only one of the members named Jose. Inspiration came both ways and I started producing poems, but neither one of them is in fact a pop song, but from this chapter in my life with the group state of art I’ve been having fun, I have left myself go with the flow and being in touch with poetry again has been amazing. Today has been the first day without them. No communication what so ever. Perhaps a Hello from Jose, but it didn’t become anything.
Another chapter in my life has been one call: “Getting in touch with the woman inside me.” The one that doesn’t wear make up, but feels comfortable in her own skin, sexy, sensual. That exact person said yes to feel, to enjoy, to leave behind dogmas and tabues. From that a naughty, fresh, exciting conversation started. I felt hot and desired. Now, that phase is over. Not over over. It will always be inside me, ready to come out at any time, that is if I want. I do not need to feel like that all the time. My spanish fellow named Paco made me believe it and now I know, but this is a phase that I was the one that said goodbye.
Then came a chapter about keeping it together after a break up. For this chapter in my life to write about it was a great tool to get tomy goal that was to be okay, to be at peace and for some reason I found Hossina. Someone with a gold of heart that made me be at peace. So good to have him in my life each morning, afternoon or night even if it were from the distant. The bad thing was that he fell for me and I was not able to say the same, but the good news is that I was okay.
These are just some of my chapters and this is a glimpse of a new section in my blog call; Chapters I will start writing about it for 30 days straight. Hopefully you join me on this journey of chapters and here as you see it is the start.